Thank you 🙏🏽
Sadly it feels like I'll NEVER find good people or my tribe! There are many but WE all seem so far apart and spread around. What I'm noticing here is everyone stays to themselves. I've met many inteligent people here 2 that told me they don't even talk to people because they are mocked for their thoghts.
I never thought it would ever be this lonely in my life, now I see all the people that were just using me. They all just wanted for themselves and then only come around to ask for things. None can even list things to say that I am a bad person or hurt them in any way.
I try not to even think about it at all but people don't believe me when I say I have no one. Especially here Africans are amazed at the thought of that. Crazy because how do they even known if I am living or dead? They don't even care....it makes me angry and I am trying to fight back the anger.
My father would've never went this long without contacting me but he too would curse at me and call me names but none of my siblings. Oh well I tried my best and even to this day my daughter's appartment is furnished because of me but she won't even call me to see if I am alive. It is free we both have Facetime too 🤷🏾♀️
I am sorry that you can relate no one should ever in life relate to this ever!!! Again THANK YOU!